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Inspiration from the Greats

Oh my god I’m so nervous. My new job starts in T-minus 1.5 hours (I got here 2.5 hours early ­čśŤ ). I’m at the nearby Starbucks in the meantime. I don’t even know what I’m nervous about. It could be left over anxiety from driving here. The drive went find I swear I’m just…

Now…where were we?

Let me catch y’all up to speed here. I deleted a couple posts because they were posted in haste when I was angry and needing to vent. And I know I worried some. I see you fam ­čÖé Plus, it just took away from the professional tone I’m trying to voice here. I want this…

Reckless Optimism

Practice Reckless Optimism. I am killin’ this game. Being reckless? That’s a hardcore yes. Optimistic? Unusually yes. I am practicing the shit out of this philosophy created by my fav Hannah Hart. For me it means finding hope in what might be a hopeless situation. I quit my job. Yes, let that sink in. Worry…

Vision Boards

I feel at a loss today. I’m in yet another coffee shop. Starbucks my old friend. I should be at work again, but I’m not. I have a doctor’s note and a stack of┬ábenzodiazepines. Is this blog getting boring, too real, too heavy? Comment below. Sorry for the bummer attitude of these most recent posts.…

Aliens and Coffee

I’m sitting at a Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf this morning. Coffee shops are my uppers. Honestly, when I feel shitty I instantly feel a little better with my computer, a cup of coffee, and a comfy chair. What am I doing you might ask? Well, I took the day off. I have a psych…

Customer Service Blues

I’m on the hunt for a new job and it has to happen fast. I┬áneed to get out of where I am. My current position is triggering panic attacks left and right, making me extremely unreliable when it comes to my attendance. I left work early again today. Honestly, heart racing, sweaty palms, massive headache…

The Biggest Lie I Always Tell

Yep…yet again I’ve been so absent from this blog. All social media really. Except Instagram. Who can ignore that? Anyways, I’ve been “busy” with work. I always say I’ve been busy, but really I’m just tired of sitting all day while my brain slowly turns to mush that when I get home I literally want…

Working and Living

My job has been keeping me busy. I’ve had very little time to blog…obvs. Life in the work realm has been going pretty well. It’s a bit mindless. I just enter in orders…all day. It’s not entirely bad though. It’s an office job. There isn’t a dress code. WIN! Health benefits are free. There is…

Just Your Regular Update

Okay, so I’m feeling a bit better today about the job. It’s not my passion and that’s okay. I can find my passion elsewhere. For example, in the meetups I’m planning. On February 4th the Emilie Autumn meetup will take place. I’m so excited to meet some other plague rats and work on the puzzles…